Last night, I went to see my friend's band performed. It was supposed to be the last one I ever go to, because there are certain things that I guess I couldn't handle. Imagine my surprise when I found out it's only 2 of them who are performing. Imagine my surprise when B told me the other 3 had resigned. At that moment I'm speechless, I'm sad. I can feel about one of them but the other two was....well a bit surprise. I kinda see one of the two do that actually, considering somethings I saw last month. I, however didn't expect that one to resigned.
That person is the reason for everything. And now, it's all gone. I wish them the best though. I know each have their own dreams, each have their own mission, and sooner or later people will move on, they will leave those behind. I do hope it's not one of their childhood or teenage dream that they left behind, because it'd be sad.
Up until now I'm still speechless. Last night show, considering that there are only the both of them, it was really good...no, it was awesome. I actually cried, since I consider that it's gonna be the last...'saigo no'
Right now I can only wish them all good luck for their future. For the band, I hope you'll make it into international stages. For the ex-member, I hope you'll get what you dreamed of.
I feel rather bland actually from yesterday. Well, shikatanai-ne?
Nothing is eternal, nothing last forever, everything is just temporary. Sabbe satta bhavantu sukhitatta.
I'm going to let go certain things, I've been able to live without them before, so I'm going to try again to live without them.
This is just too much.
I look up at the serene sky.
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