Long time

It's been a long time since I last post. One reason is my mobile phone couldn't make an outgoing call and so I couldn't opened tue internet either. Was sad but it's okay now.
Lately I also have been busy. Today will be my last day in EF and after that I won't be working there until I don't know when. I only have one class today though.I only have a highflyer 1D class and I know that I will miss Terrence, he is very very very cute. Hope things will be fine. Hope things are going to be good.
I got a surprising phonecall and I was like 'errr......' Misato called me. I didn't remember and he didn't mention where we met either so I am pretty much confused. He wanted to meet me today and I only have now to meet him and I only have 30 minutes ten I have to go to EF.
Why do humans can never give up of hoping? because we know that it's something that can keep us alive.
Ooh...Blodwen made it! They're going to Bali and represent Jakarta in the event Rock for Nation. Go Blodwen!! You rock guys!! \m/

Secrets?

I kinda got shred last night by my uncle. Why? Because I come homw late, and I am 100% sure that that's because of my auntie. I come home late because I finish late from EF, so I usually come home at around 10-11 p.m. He was saying that everyone's worry. Okay I admit one thing, that if I come home more than 12 a.m. That means someone invited me to a farewell party or I have some events involving NiU. To be honest I like NiU, why? Because there I could be what I wanted eventhough I admit I haven't been completely honest with them about who I am. I like them because I can have fun, and they're the kind of person who looks out for each other, they're the kind of person who is honest about themselves, they don't care that much about vanity, and the girls are really really fun. I appreciate them, I know they often goes out at night but that's really only for food, movies and karaoke, not more than that. They have their own principle. I know that if I can't fit in I shouldn't be. If I'm not comfortable with them I shouldn't, but I really am comfortable with them. Very much.
I hate my auntie for one thing, she's such a tattle tale. Why I never confide in her? Because I know that she'll endup telling everything to someone and that's going to cause trouble for me. Why should I create problems for myself? Then something occurs to me, I just realized that I also like NiU for one thing, they say things about you to you, if they have complain, they will complain to you, at least up till now they did to me. Yeah, for a few times already today I've been saying...err...I've been mumbling 'if you have something to say then say it to me!'. That is probably the best? There are many times that I am not sure about what to say, what to do, but I think I speak for people that when you have something to say say it to the person you're having problems with. Well, I think if I have to say thi to her kt would be difficult because she is my auntie and saying that to her would mean disrespect. Urgh...my family is such a complicated thing, they mean well but the status thing makes everything so complicated. I even have a younger auntie, yuck!
Now I'm on my way home. Oh...almost forgot, when my uncle was complaining to me about how late I am when I go home, he brought something up. He said that if I have a boyfriend I should be open to the family, and I was like 'yeah right!?!' why? Because I don't have and why is the first thing that you say is boyfriend?!?! It's irritating me, why is it so important to my family for me to have a boyfriend?!?! Darn it!! Pardon my language but it really annoys me, because tht's the first thing they all ask me when they see me! Annoying!!!

sooo....

I didn't go to Sarinah in the end. Why? because it's rather late. I kinda lost the sense of time. Now even if I go it's a bit late already T.T
I should have gone by an hour ago. I feel kinda bad I guess. I really want to see them perform again while I can.
Now I'm trying to burn this guilt away. Eat, drink, and try to have fun. And oops...I gained weight in a day already....got to thin up myself.

Blodwen

These are the stickers from Blodwen. I love the design ^^
one black and one white. I love them both hahaha...
I have been wondering if I should go to Sarinah, they're going to perform again and I kinda hope I can see them. Well if there are nothing in the way I wil be able to go there see them and get back to CP for the cosplay events...otherwise I will stay in the cosplay event in CP. Let's just see later.