I should have mention that my 3 friends left the band. That was my end of year's surprise. I was supposed to bring them news, but I got shocked instead.
Now I know that's in the past, I have to deal with certain problems.
I don't know why, but lately, ever since a month or two months ago, I started to feel blank. I started to feel rather empty again. Until now, I still feel empty.
I need to regain my spirit, otherwise, this would be bad.
