December

It's December already.
Regarding my last post, I didn't go to the campus, although now I forgot what I did.
I just got a really annoying...well not exactly annoying because I've predict this would happened but I never want to admit it. I recently changed my phone and there is this group of the club I used to join in university, about Japan and I think I've mention this before. Anyway, they have this group and from the first time I changed my phone I already have a hunch that it's going to be like this. In a way I know they don't want me there. But since someone invite me, I thought 'okay, let's just try, maybe my thoughts are wrong' but I'm not wrong. About 15 mins later I'm out of the group.
Hypocrite? Maybe it was my fault, who always try to sugar coated things that I like, like that test said. Loyal to someone or something even without a reason, but unfortunately no matter how I try to sugar coat things it will always be like that. Somehow it gets me thinking 'where did I go wrong if I got it wrong'.
Anyway, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger right? Unless they kill you from the inside leaving you hollow.
Ooh speaking of which, I fall in love for Bones. That's right the series! It's just so good. I really like it.
Anyway...that's my rant for now.

Ooh...resolution if I have one is to hike from here...miss my mum and bro.

Birthday

Today I have my birthday...wait did I said today? I meant on 16th. It's clearly have past the midnight over here.
Anyway, I didn't really have a happy birthday. The wishes somehow comforting, out of my expectation it actually cheer me up. So why I said I didn't really have a happy birthday? Simple...work! I worry about my work that my health is deteriorating lately. Went to a doctor, actually there have been 2 doctors with the same diagnosis. I am too stressed out about my work. Both of the recomend me to take the day off and to take a real rest without having to think bout work. I thought things go well, then in the morning I told the other assistant I won't make it. Apparently he either didn't tell that to my boss or the boss got mad at him, either way it ruin the rest of the day. To cut the story short cause I don't want to bore you, I still worry about my worj and it put pressure on me, when I think bout it, turns out the pressure is from my beloved wonderful amazing boss, with his perfectionistic instant wants and commands.
Anyway, I won't be able to rest as long as I have this job thank you very much. Ooh...and someone needs to learn all the sarcastic sentences 1 might have.
Ooh, watched skyline today...err...tonight (believe me as I watch this my work still in my mind) and it's a pretty weird movie lol.
Anyway...again, I got to sleep I want to get back to karawaci tomorrow and prepare all the CVs I will need for the next day.
Oh, almost forgot...I have renewed my license. It does feel really good to have a new one lol.
That's the rant for tonight.
Thank you all for the wishes. GBU all!

Frog

It's been a long time since I last post I believe.
I am currently waiting for the driver's license car to come so I can renew mine. I got number 20 in the sign up here list. It's getting crowded here. Anyway as the title suggest, frog. I saw a frog walking which I am very sure my friend Ika would say that it's a normal thing, but well it's my first time seeing a frog walking on it's 4 feet. So I took a picture of the frog, which I think looks more like a rock than a frog. If it didn't walk, leap or has any visible eyes I would definitely say it's a rock lol.
Anyway, I plan on meeting Eamonn later.
Err...I wish the car would get here sooner T.T tired of waiting standing up and it's hot. I'm wearing a sleeveless T-shirt and a shirt, which I brought only for the picture taking and the cold breeze today may have.
Anyway, I guess that's all my rant for today...err....for now. You can see the picture of the frog.

Friday

Last Friday have two events. One was that Blodwen performing in Fx and the other was hiking to mount Papandayan. Both had the same commencing time, 9 p.m. I really want to go to both, but I couldn't in the end because I got home later than imagined.
I was so looking forward on going to see Blodwen but, I could not T.T *crieshard*
It turns out the bassist couldn't make it since he was just got home from Bali for functional food conference (so want to go there too). In his (bassist) place is the guitarist, Marcell. When I know that somehow it made me want to watch them more in that event. He is talented, no? To be able to play both guitar and bass.
Anyway...now I'm gonna rant bout someone. He likes my cousin I think, because both of them used me as a cover when their colleague saw the two of them being together. If he doesn't feel that way they won't do that. He definitely like her a lot. That was not the only reason though. He asked me if I was surprised to see the two of them, I said a bit, but frankly I am not surprised. Then he asked me how the two of them look, that moment hits me as he wants to know if her family can see them together. Not that I don't mind. I am sure that her family won't mind, I do somehow because of his status and the fact of where he is from I guess. Wait....no, now that I think of it I don't mind. They in fact looked good together. Anyway ever sknce that I always refer to him as my cousin's boyfriend to my cousin lol. I think she likes him too but haven't admit it. Oh almost forgot, he called her whenever he had the chance, and I think they have been secretly communicating with each other. Well, I can only laugh and wish them hapiness haha...
oh well...I think it's time for me to end this post.

Storm

I think a storm is coming. But I may be wrong.
these are the picture I took at noon, really at noon. The first two pictures are taken without night mode on, and the last two with night mode. Notice that it's dark.
I don't really mind the weather though as the rain always lifts my mood. Hope everything are fine.
It has just started to rain haha, and it's big! It's pouring.
I had a dream last night about my boss. He was pretty mad to me somehow. I feel I don't have the energy to face that.

Ice cream!

2 days ago I wanted to try that weird looking Korean ice-cream. I don't really like cookies and cream flavour but I figured 'hey that's one fnny weird looking ice cream, I've got to try that'. So I did, it was expensive and I gotta admit it's the hardest ice cream I ever eaten. Not the texture but the packaging really made it difficult to eat. Well it taste quite okay considering I don't really like the flavour, it's pretty good haha. I think it kinda worth the price haha.
Well....I just got home now, my boss just let me go, well....I think it has something to do with my cousin not being there. I now really really think he likes my cousin a lot. Now I kinda doubt things, like why am I being hired and those kind of things. Maybe it's not only because mh cousin recomended me. I do hope not, although I gotta admit that our communication is very limited. He rather speak mandarin than English. He rather speak to my cousin than me. I think his friend also like my cousin, I wonder how they'll manage. Oh...I almost forgot but I think I mention this before....he totally ignoring me whenever my cousin's there. And he rarely talks to me even when we're alone. I know that he is workaholic kind of person but he jokes around with my cousin but never with me. I do wonder why that is.
Right now I can say I don't like...chukoku-go....the reason...I kinda sick of it....and there's the ignoration lol.
Anyway, he told me I have to come to work tomorrow and he let me go this late...hope I can manage....I'm starting to feel rather uncomfortable here.
Mayo, if you're reading this, my boss wants to hire someone with a good english and I would recomend you to him, reply to me if you want, otherwise I'll think you don't want this job. Thanks before

Wonderment

First I will say, I don't know why but I like this picture very much.
Now, I have been wondering if that day before the holiday start was the last time I could ever see that one person. I still don't know until now. Anyway, my work is getting harder, I need to learn faster, better and I have to do a better job.
I will admit that I still need to work on my communication skills, yes it's skills instead of skill.
Anyway, Blodwen's going to have their debut album tomorrow. Out in Japan tomorrow. I can only say Woo-hoo!!! Hahaha. I'm really excited about it. I already ordered my part haha, hope it arrives soon ^^. I can't wait to see, touch and listen to the CD. Anyway if you want to order, contact them in blodwenband@yahoo.com I think B is the one handle that email lol. Anyway, if you order now you might be able to get a discount, excluding the shipping fee of course. The normal price is 70 I think, but they're having a promotion that if you are the first 50? I think you'd be able to get their album for 50 thousand. If you need further info you can email them ^^
It looks like I'm promoting them huh? Hahaha...well, I like them a lot, so I hope you'll like them as well.

Bye for now.

Sunday

Last Sunday I went to accompany Japanese people. It was fun. I couldn't remember their name until the last couple hours.
These pictures I upload is a picture of me and two of them. I got in the same car as them, their name is Mami and Miyuki. Miyuki is the one with short hair. She looks a bit like Yuli, they're both cute haha.
I got in the same car as Arai sensei, Mami, and Miyuki. Mami's name means truth, it's beautiful ^^ and Miyuki's name consist of 3 kanji, mi for future, yu for dusk, and ki for hope. At first I thought that Miyuki's name consist of 2 kanji, mi for pretty and yuki for snow. I didn't ask about sensei's name though -.-'
I asked them about girls asking their senpai or classmates for their second uniform button in graduation. Turns out that it's true and they said that it's somekind of charms for them. They believed that by that they can be together with that person later on.
I also asked about marriage, what wedding dress do they wear, and they said that they sometimes wear both modern and traditional wedding dress. I want to hear more, I want to see it. I really want to learn more about Japan, motto motto motto...
Miyuki gave us a set of bookmarks about Genji monogatari, and it turns out that there are 2 Genji monogatari. One is the Genji monogatari that Miyuki gave the set of bookmarks, about a very famous handsome man, who made all the girls go crazy for him. The other one is the Genji monogatari from the heian period, that's about 740's A.D until 1000 something A.D. It's all awesome!!!
I also want to go to Sapporo to see the yuki no matsuri XD kyaaa..... Hahaha ^^
Oh well, right now it's time to get back to the reality -.-' anyway, I hope today goes well..I'm anxious because last Friday we haven't really finisned the presentation >.<
Oh well....we'll just have to see.

Ignorance

Being ignore sucks! Big time!
Now I know how it feels to be ignore. My boss took me and my cousin and his assistant to lunch. Since the first time we met he had been using mandarin and only was only talking to my cousin. I still pay attention to what he said until I reached a point and started to get sick just by listening to them. At that moment I put on my headphone so I won't get sicker. My tummy was lurching round and I really felt I wanted to vomit T.T
Anyway we went to the restaurant and had our lunch. At that time he said to me 'sorry we should have used English, it's not good to ignore you, we'll use English'. Well not long after that he use Mandarin again. It really suck you know.
That event actually lead me into thinking that he really do like my cousin. I am very sure of it now. He never told my cousin that he had his bad-boy side, but he told me. That somehoe leads me to think that he likes my cousin and not in a normal....errr well it is normal....in a boy-girl way.
Well, that's my assumption, please correct me if I'm wrong.
Now, I'm gonna meet my friend yay!

Favor

I wonder why is it so hard to ask for a favor or help from my auntie? I only want her help to take care of my box, since I can't do it yet, I ask her. Why is it so hard? Why does she have to say 'hey, that's not my stuff!'. Well, that's not my stuff either but can't you help? Gee...annoying!
I will do it if I can you know I mean that's my box but the stuff on top of it is not mine and it was too heavy that it broke the top part of the box. That is why I need help, she's in holiday already and all she do is play all day long, but I still have to go to work and so I asked her. Urgh...really annoying. Anyway, gotta sleep, work tomorrow.

Forgot

I forgot where should I begin, where did I leave things in this blog. Maybe I should read again, but I just feel kinda lazy.
Anyway...news...my friend's sister passed away a few days ago. I feel sorry for her, but it's time right.
I kinda tempted to call Sam and ask him to hang out, well heis the craziest colleague I have from EF but he'll probably gonna bail on me again so I won't LOL. Anyway...now I currently play Persona 3 Portable. It's good it's good hahaha. I can't wait to finish it haha.
Ooh...I just had my first violin lesson....I really need to learn how to tune properly LOL. Can't wait for the next one. I'm pretty blind about the theory though...I never am good about music theory haha.
Well, I should be going, I wanna go to Jakarta today. I do hope someone really come here and accompany me >.< oh well, it's just a hope.
Ooh yeah...last week I accompanied my cousin who accompanied some of the factory chief and supervisors, somehow they gossip about me for only being able to talk to one of them -.-' how on earth?!?

Long time

It's been a long time since I last post. One reason is my mobile phone couldn't make an outgoing call and so I couldn't opened tue internet either. Was sad but it's okay now.
Lately I also have been busy. Today will be my last day in EF and after that I won't be working there until I don't know when. I only have one class today though.I only have a highflyer 1D class and I know that I will miss Terrence, he is very very very cute. Hope things will be fine. Hope things are going to be good.
I got a surprising phonecall and I was like 'errr......' Misato called me. I didn't remember and he didn't mention where we met either so I am pretty much confused. He wanted to meet me today and I only have now to meet him and I only have 30 minutes ten I have to go to EF.
Why do humans can never give up of hoping? because we know that it's something that can keep us alive.
Ooh...Blodwen made it! They're going to Bali and represent Jakarta in the event Rock for Nation. Go Blodwen!! You rock guys!! \m/

Secrets?

I kinda got shred last night by my uncle. Why? Because I come homw late, and I am 100% sure that that's because of my auntie. I come home late because I finish late from EF, so I usually come home at around 10-11 p.m. He was saying that everyone's worry. Okay I admit one thing, that if I come home more than 12 a.m. That means someone invited me to a farewell party or I have some events involving NiU. To be honest I like NiU, why? Because there I could be what I wanted eventhough I admit I haven't been completely honest with them about who I am. I like them because I can have fun, and they're the kind of person who looks out for each other, they're the kind of person who is honest about themselves, they don't care that much about vanity, and the girls are really really fun. I appreciate them, I know they often goes out at night but that's really only for food, movies and karaoke, not more than that. They have their own principle. I know that if I can't fit in I shouldn't be. If I'm not comfortable with them I shouldn't, but I really am comfortable with them. Very much.
I hate my auntie for one thing, she's such a tattle tale. Why I never confide in her? Because I know that she'll endup telling everything to someone and that's going to cause trouble for me. Why should I create problems for myself? Then something occurs to me, I just realized that I also like NiU for one thing, they say things about you to you, if they have complain, they will complain to you, at least up till now they did to me. Yeah, for a few times already today I've been saying...err...I've been mumbling 'if you have something to say then say it to me!'. That is probably the best? There are many times that I am not sure about what to say, what to do, but I think I speak for people that when you have something to say say it to the person you're having problems with. Well, I think if I have to say thi to her kt would be difficult because she is my auntie and saying that to her would mean disrespect. Urgh...my family is such a complicated thing, they mean well but the status thing makes everything so complicated. I even have a younger auntie, yuck!
Now I'm on my way home. Oh...almost forgot, when my uncle was complaining to me about how late I am when I go home, he brought something up. He said that if I have a boyfriend I should be open to the family, and I was like 'yeah right!?!' why? Because I don't have and why is the first thing that you say is boyfriend?!?! It's irritating me, why is it so important to my family for me to have a boyfriend?!?! Darn it!! Pardon my language but it really annoys me, because tht's the first thing they all ask me when they see me! Annoying!!!

sooo....

I didn't go to Sarinah in the end. Why? because it's rather late. I kinda lost the sense of time. Now even if I go it's a bit late already T.T
I should have gone by an hour ago. I feel kinda bad I guess. I really want to see them perform again while I can.
Now I'm trying to burn this guilt away. Eat, drink, and try to have fun. And oops...I gained weight in a day already....got to thin up myself.

Blodwen

These are the stickers from Blodwen. I love the design ^^
one black and one white. I love them both hahaha...
I have been wondering if I should go to Sarinah, they're going to perform again and I kinda hope I can see them. Well if there are nothing in the way I wil be able to go there see them and get back to CP for the cosplay events...otherwise I will stay in the cosplay event in CP. Let's just see later.

Today's over

Today is over. I have seen Blodwen and I love it. I keep on smiling and even though I'm tired I'm very very happy.
Somehow I feel that today's performance is better than the last one. I do hope that with each and every performances they'll be better. And I do think they get better with each performance they perform. Go Blodwen!!!
Now I'm going to eat. Sometime I feel kinda left out. Somehow I feel that way. I know I shouldn't feel that way, but I do. Feel somehow that they don't think I exist. Why? Once and the most important thing is everyone bailed on me!!! Well I somehow think that I don't want to come when they invite me to what they invite me to. If they bailed on me then I can bailed on them right? LoL

Hatsuyuki

Today I am going to see my friends perform. Yes, it's Blodwen. I am currently in Central Park. I invited my colleagues but none of them come, and I also invited my friends but none of them come. Well I guess that proves me that they don't care nor appreciated me right? Oh well....I feel a bit down, I really feel disappointed but there's nothing that I can do. Maybe I will resent them for that. Maybe....
Now I will wait patiently for my friends to perform. Yay! I know they will be great! Can't wait!!!

New day

2 days ago my friend died because of an accident. She was the 3rd person died because of accident. Yesterday they cremated her body. Hope she rest in peace.
Today I am waiting for something and it drives me mad. they told me to be here at 8 and now it's been an hour. It's not a good sign mate! I hope I can find some light to where I'm supposed to be in. Now I'm trying my best to be patient, I'm trying my best to be the best.
I still wonder though...what time they're going to call me in because now my tummy started to hurt. Somehow I have the feeling of attachment and I know it's not good. I think it's caused by the amygdala. Can I take it off? The amygdala?

Death

I just heard the news that one of my friend died. She's a close friend of mine and the news really shocked me. I cried. However I couldn't come to the wake...or at least I don't think I can today. I heard that she got hit by a bus.
I do hope that her family is going to be okay. Now I lost another friend. I hate that. Whenever I think of death I got scared and I don't know what to do, what to think, or what to say.
Maybe I am a vampire...

Home

I'm on the way home. The bus came not long after I post my previous blog. The last time I get on this bus was when I went to Gading with Adel and Sanny. I forgot what the event was but I know it has womething to do with cosplay in Gading. I think it's JFFF event.
Anyway...I suddenly hit by the will to watch Kamui Gaiden. I probably going to watch it next week. I just hope it still there and that I can watch. Otherwise I know I will buy the DVD. Matsuyama Kenichi is starring in that movie and I jist love him lol. He is the guy playing as L in deathnote and I think he really nailed it.
Oof...I need to have a medical check up and it's not going to be cheap >,<
I might blog every so often just to write my thought. I don't want to offend anyone because right now in here the internet is one of the way to drag someone to hell ane I hate that thing. By hell I mean accusing somene of badmouthing people or a cergain company or a certain someone. And personally I think it suck! Big time!

COSU!

I like cosplay...wait...I enjoy cosplay! I want to cosplay but I haven't found the one character that I really like to be yet. I enjoy seeing the cosplayer though. Whenever I'm in a cosplay event I feel that I can't stop looking at them, being awed and feel I don't want to go anywhere, feel that in that particular pla e I sense a place that I could fit in.
I am currently in MTA and there's a cosplay event and I really like it. Saw Echow and Haskara. I don't want to go away that fast but I have to. I just saw them a few minutes ago and I wish Echow good luck. Hope she wins!
Now I am waiting for the shuttle bus to come so I can go home. Hope that bus comes fast

Food and beverages

I realized that the past months my biggest expense is on food. Now I'm trying to quit that. Hopefully I can.
I just got the vitamin C. Tablets one. I hope it can do me some good lol.

Inception

I watched inception last night and think that it's a good movie. It makes you wonder about things. And in the end all I can ask is just one question, 'will you live in a dream? or better yet living a dream within a dream?'
I wonder how things are going to be from now on. I don't want to have any regrets. I will try to live my life to the best that I know.

Future

I am scared. There are a lot of uncertainty in this life and I hate it. I wish life is certain. The scariest thing in the world is disappointing people who are dear for me. I don't want them to be disappointed, I don't want them to be sad and I especially don't want to be the cause. I do hope I don't disappoint them, because I know they are very dear to me.

Decisions

I have to decide. I think I have made my decision. I just hope that I am making the right decision.
Now I have to wait and see and hope that everything will be okay. I think if that is in fact the right thing for me to do, I'm sure God will open the way

Crossroad

I am currently in a crossroad of life. I don't really know what to choose. I want something good. I know that God will give me the best, but right now when I have to choose by my own I don't know which I should choose. don't know which one is wrong or which one is the best one God's given me. Probably whichever I choose is best for me?
I have been asking my friends for some opinion and all they say was it all comes back to me, so I'm still confused. I wish someone can tell me what they will do if they're me.

Yesterday

I was sick yesterday, probably because of the seafood A.K.A squid that I had. I know I shouldn't eat it but I was hungry and feels that it's a shame not to eat it, so I did and in the afternoon I feel really sick. I feel bad for the one coeringmy class yesterday.
anyway...I have to decide something and up till now I still haven't decide yet....I hate that part of myself, for being hard to make a decision. I do hope I will be better later.
Right now I'm in the teacher's house and it's really take my mind off that particular matter. I don't know what I should do...

Stuff

It's been a while and I was forgetting that I wanna write something. 2 weeks ago, for the first time I saw a G sized bra...man...it's huugeee. I was a bit speechless when I saw that.
Now I'm on my way to work. I hope today will go well. It's very hot in here and the heat pretty much get to my head.
Oh, I almost forgot. I asked a few of my coleague to come to Central Park this 31st to watch Blodwen perform. Hope they can make it.

Gift

I did a spontaneous thing today, buying a birthday gift for a friend. It really was out of nowhere. I just found out last night that she's having a birthday today and today I suddenly have the urge to buy her something. I know that she likes Stitch and I suddenly remember that doll shoppe near where I work. Then I started to think what do I wanna buy for her. I thought of USB but she already have that, then doll but she won't be able to use it. then I thought of a pillow and when I saw the pillow I like it that instant, so I bought that. It wasn't that expensive so I still can afford it.
I called her to ask where she is and texted her if I could see her. She said that she would go somewhere in the eening and will be going to Singapore tomorrow. So I told her that I have soething for her and if I don't give it today it wouldn't be fresh. After class I asked her again and we met in Pizza Hut and I gave that to her. I told her I want to se her expression when she opened, so she opened te present there. She said she was speechless and I could see that she likes the gift and that made me glad. I hope she could find it useful.

Yesterday

I couldn't blog yesterday. Something was wrong with the phone connection to the internet.
Summary of yesterday: Iwas fine until the last class and after the last class I have a major tummy ache T.T but it was okay afterwards. I also decided to buy stuff if I can, gift for Adel haha, maybe an early birthday gift haha.Other than that everything is pretty muxh fine.
Now I think I need to buy some supplement such as vitamin C and calcium. I want nutrilite though

Home

I'm home at last. It's been a quite fun week, I hope the week to come won't be bad. I kinda scared, because I smiled a lot last week. I shouldn't smile that much, but I couldn't help it. I do hope the week to come won't be bad. I hope everything will be alright.
I finally get the shoes, a book (Violin for dummies -> yes I am for this matter still a dummy), a bra and two undies. I lurves them hahaha...
I ate kebab for my dinner and I shouldn't eat anymore for the night but I am still hungry >.<
I just log on to facebook a few minutes back and saw the video of Blodwen performance yesterday. It really brought me back to that particular moment ^^. I really enjoy it that it scares me >.<
Rock on Blodwen!! \m/
They will performed again on the 31st and I sure am going to watch them again ^^

Okaaay...

At PS right now. Was planning on watching Inception but that could wait. I went to computer and cellphone exhibition....eh wait I did say this before LOL. Anyway, we're just looking around and now I feel pretty dizzy. It was way too crowded. I walk and bump and bump and walk and bump and bump some more. I want to get a new shoes! The one I have right now is on the verge of making a hole haha. We'll just have to see

Sleepy

The sermon is over. Today was about direct line to and from God. Do you have? Well, the question that follow would be 'are you listening?' and another question that follow that other question would be 'is the line clear?'. Me? I guess I sometimes are bad, oter times I'm listening...although sometimes I'm not sure what God wants to tell me.
Now, I'm otw to an exhibition, going to see what's there. I'm very hoping to get a new laptop, but eh....we'll see
how today is going to be?

Central

I don't know why, but I'm not a big fan of the central church. They're big okay, but everything here is so confusing. No information, or at least someone who stand up and giving people information,l. Everyone seems to be too busy with their own stuff. Just now I overheard someone said 'you should have pay for these already' okaay, and I was thinking 'does it have to be inside of the room? or at least if it's church's need can't you go to a more private room?'
Oh well...let's see later, I have to ask about EWS to someone.
Ilike the branch better hahaha

Morning

Morning! Happy Sunday everyone!
I woke up feeling like I was the main character of shutter, because my shoulder and neck hurts. It's probably cause by the way I slept but it doesn't keep me from wondering 'nobody died right?'
Anyway, I was wondering if I should go to church this morning, because my uncle hadn't woken up yet. But here I am waiting for the english sermon to start, no way I'm going with the mandarin one mate! hahaha.
I wonder how today would turn out.
I also have been wondering if he avoid me because of the handmade scarf that I gave him...oh well.

Cool

I just got back from retro cafe. First thing first I gotta admit seeing Blodwen in person is very cool, I mean I've visited their website sometimes to listen to their songs...but tonight...honestly I couldn't stop smilling after the show. It was very very cool ^^. I really like it and B was very powerful, her voice was....wow. the rest are very cool too. I think it's their music, no I think it's the way they play, it really really....oh wow..I'm just speechless.
Before the show an incident happened....my bra shoulder strap snap T.T but it's okay haha. When they came I think the guy who was talking to me and think I was one of the band member was talking to B and Lexy about me. It's just what I observed but I think he told them about me because when I look at them they had their gaze in my direction...tell me if I'm wrong. I have another doki doki attack when I saw them coming. My heart goes 'gyaaa~ they're here' kind of thing. Anyway Cell introduced me to everyone after I joined them. 'Yoroshiku onegaishimasu guys!' -> didn't have the chance to say this yet. Anyway, the only one who didn't speak to me was their bassist haha...he is err....a cool type? hahaha...
I really enjoy tonight, I do hope I will be able to see them perform again. I know I really am going to enjoy the show.
Overall for today: pretty good day, Blodwen is great, and I need to get a backup battery for my phone and I do need a shoulder strap. LOL.

doki doki

currently at Retro cafe....hve been pondering for the last cople of hours if I should come. My friends are going to perform and since I never see them perform I thought of coming. Well...as I'm writing this...my hands are trembling. Also...before I arrived my heart beats were....unbelievably loud...and hard. well the hardness...it's not the best choice of word, but I can hardly think rigth now...to put it simply my heart beats harder the closer it is to 7 p.m and when I arrived...it beats even harder and faster. Really a doki doki moment and I don't know why...
err...just now someone came up to me and ask if I'm one of a band member....err....it was weird hahaha. I do hope they're going to come and perform before it's late at night.
my dinner tonight....a chicken salad and tea...muddy mint breezy haha...hope everything is good...although when I arrived I ask myself how do I get home lol....hope that won't be an issue...hahaha
oh...haven't told you the band's name...it's Blodwen...

devoted?

trying to be a devoted blogger. Can I post every so often? It's no secret that the internet is no longer a safe place to hide. Once you googled something everything would be there if you are exist in the internet haha. I wanted to see where this could take me. I do hope for the best