Stupid

I think...no I know, I just made a stupid decision last week, without thinking ahead. Someone offered me to take care of a kitty because in her place the kitty is going to get killed by her dogs. She asked and I said I'm willing to take them, but I might have a prob with my auntie. She decided in that moment to get the cat to me. I'm excited, really excited, to the point of buying things for the kitty (food included). After I buy things, I began to look at my plans, and then it strucked me...I have plans in the end of the month and if I took the cat, it will ended up being neglected. I don't want that to happen, so I told her and explain things to her. I also told her that the best I can do is take the cat and try to get it a new place quickly, I said I was sorry and I said I'll try to be responsible and find a place for the cat. Somehow she's mad at me more than I could imagine, I really feel bad, I felt guilty ever since I remembered the plan. I told her if she thinks I'm fit to take care of the cat for a while then I'll take it, but in the end she kinda said whatever...from what she implied I get that she doesn't want to hear anything from me again, so I dropped it while searching for a new place. I still am searching for a new place.
I really am speechless about this problem, and all I can do is try my best to find a place ASAP. Of course all I can do is also pray, I hope things will work out.
I went to the job fair, I've applied to a lot of place, including the doughnut's shop (¬_¬"). Well, all I can do right now is just keep on praying. Hope I get the right job.
I think I was being foolish, I need to think more ahead than to the present. I hope I can be a better person.
I'm really really sorry to my friends who I may hurt accidentally, whom I might annoy without me realizing it. I'm trying to be a good friend, but I guess I still need a lot to learn.