Feeling

I have this feeling, feeling of love that I cherish. I haven't found this feeling in a long time. It's only a few months but I have to destroy it. This is absolutely not fun. I like this person, I love this person. I'm afraid to lose this person.I feel that this person gets me and I really like that feeling. 2 days ago, this person asked me to let this person go. I'm just sad. Feels like after so long I found a light and then those in the lights shooed me away, telling me I'm not fit to be in the light, telling me that I don't belong there. I'm just sad. I got a feeling that I might not be able to be with this person, and this person's words at first has been soothing me, but I think this person also do the same thing, letting me go. Can I ask this person not to? I feel comfortable with this person. This person's like my close friend, my best friend. I feel lucky to be able to meet this person and I don't want to let this person go.