Sometimes I wonder why yesterday is past, why tomorrow is future, why today is present. It's for us to see ahead, not to see behind, it's for us to live in today.
Another friend of mine died, I heard the news yesterday. He was in the same junior high, he's my close friend's boyfriend, he's having his final project right now, and now he have died.
They all say it began on Sunday, he was asked to buy some medicine for his mom. And then he went with a car to the pharmacy. Before he went home he asked if there are anything else they want to buy. Then nobody hear from him again. On Monday his family filed a missing person's report. Then yesterday they got info. A body was found in a river in Karawang area. His family went to the hospital in the area to ID the body. Turns out it was him. He was found strangled, tied up and there are stab wounds in his body, also his face shows blunt object trauma. His girlfriend had posted on facebook for him to go home soon.
Some of my friends went to the hospital to see his body last night, and tonight they will go again. Today a mass is going to be held at 9.
I cried yesterday, and I really feel it suck to lose a friend and to be sad. I want to come today, but I have work tomorrow and I'm pretty sure I can't ditch it. All I can do right now is to pray that the Lord welcome him in His kingdom and that the Lord give strength to all of us who have been left behind so we can move on.
Sometimes I can't really believe that those who did that are human. Unspeakable, unbearable, unbelievable.
May God forgive us, the human He created for all the wrongdoings that we have done.
This is me being mellow, this is me being sad.
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